well.. we had a talk last nite... went thru sum stuffs.. n all in all... i think things will get better for us both.. tonite he didnt log in coz he'd to attend the land rover's comittee meeting.. n it usually ends like really late.. so he cant possibly log in as usual..

know what.. my phone got barred!damn.. i really miss him.. hmm.. maybe i should send him a msg thru sms.ac.. yeah.. i'd do just that..

got japanese language test early tomorrow mornin.. so i'm gonna doze off early.. wish me luck! chiow!

Great! i'm in an argument with dan i dont like this!... its like.. i was in a bad mood that day.. n he was too nauty that he used a nick that i'm not fond of..n he didnt wanna change it when i urged him too.. but when he finally did,, we're both pissed off n i just logged off n he called me right after. then.. i called him the next day.. but things still arent okay.. n now i'm straightening things out with him.. he thot that maybe i'm ashamed of him.. for God! i am not.. n i've told him that .. but i think it takes sum time for my words to sink in after what had happened. it makes me think abt waht is actually going on between us.. we talked abt accepting each other for being ourselves n stuffs.. n i think that he really cares for me.. i've never asked if he loves me.. i dont think i'm ready to face the consequences yet..

i dunno.. i hpe things will get better for us.. coz i care for him too.. n i'd feel the lost if he goes..