Gawd.. thank god satria repaired my blogger.... if not.. i dont think i'll ever login anymore.. nah.. kidding... i was quite busy lately.. and i just got back from home last thursday. Exams are starting this tuesday with my business writing paper. Two days later will be management, jap will be on the 16th and my last paper is on the 25th being digital control system. Cant wait to finish everything and be done with it!

I'm feeling low now... like damn!! why?? Coz i think i started a fight with dan yesterday.. not a real fight.. but sumthing like it.. coz our phone call didnt end like it always did. I dunno.. i was pointing out to him that there was sumthing i didnt really like abt him... us... then.. i dunno.. the line wasnt clear and all.. and the phone call ended just like that.. but he said he'll talk to again tonite.. i dunno... i just felt bad abt it.. you know.. remembering that he'd always treated me nice n good... always being there for me.. giving me support to do my best.. damn.. i feel so very guilty... n i hate this feeling. i dunno.. my heart told me not to talk to him yesterday.. but i couldnt do so... i had to take on his call... n i blew it.. smart of me huh?

Back in KL.. we went out a few times.. twice actually.. on monday.. when he brought me to the movies to watch xXx and he gave me flowers... a dozen of red roses, half a dozen pink n half a dozen orange.... he also gave me a box of belgian chocolates... he was just so nice.. n sweet... God.. this kills me! I really didnt wanna fight with him.. Its the last thing on earth i'd wanna do.. i dont think i'd even do it if the option was there... i should've followed my instincts.. should have...

Oh well.. now.. all i can do is wait huh? til tonite.. i have to get it settled.. coz it'll definitely interfere with my studies.... n thats the last thing i want.. when exams are just around the corner...

I'll update.. bye!