I last wrote 2 days ago... n that's bcoz my days had become so hectic n exhausting.. i couldnt even lat my hands on the keyboard. I'd been occupied with studying up for my jap test and the upcoming marketing test which had been postponed to next monday.. thank god.. and.. i'd been doing massive cekak practising.. We've got a demo to perform tomorrow nite, for the wardatul islam week. I can say that this demo is the most pressuring compared to all other that i'd taken part in. I was really tensed, especially these few days, my skills had deteriorate, due to a long interval from attending class... and i dunno.. i suck! The pressure was quite intense that it interfered my sleep patterns.. if i had any.. I couldnt sleep well these past few days, be it a long night's sleep or a short nap in the afternoon.. i just cant doze off. Its like my body, brains n eyes r too tired to do anything else but it refused to relax... sleeping disorder.. Some demo huh?Anyway.. i hope i can do my best tomorrow nite. I really want to.. coz i dont want all our efforts to go down the drain.

Dan gave me bad news today.. which of course affected my day a little. He's leaving for bangkok this saturday, for his training. he got the short notice today, by phone. Hell! Now i cant spend my break with him... not even a day. I was already thinking that he'd pick me up n we'll dine together n stuffs.. guess that'd just wont happen now would it/.. Hmm... whatta do.. there must be some hikmah behind that right??? Another thing is that.. he might probably be transfered to indonesia on the 15/8.. What else could go wrong?? As i'm finishing my studies.. he'd to be stationed some place else... Damn! I chatted him up tonite... n he was very sweet with his words.. it made me wanna cry. I was so touched! He told me not to cry though coz he wants me to be happy. dan.. my sweet dan... heheh... most of the time extremely naughty too!

Abt my last entry two days ago.. Hmm.. maybe i wrote that during my stupid low moods.. Now that i'm a little saner.. i think i can view things in another light. But that doesnt mean that i made up stories and whatnot. It happens.. but maybe i wasnt so stable two days ago that i had to burst the bubbles.

Gotta go now.. for my very much deprived sleep. Gotta put some ointment on my lashline.... got some infections there.. I'll write again A.S.A.P...

I happen to come accross this person. Its like... i dunno.. this person seems to think that the world actually revolves around her. For God's sakes.. why dont she get a life of her own? Its like she wants each and every conversation to at least contain a teeny weeny bit abt her relationship with this so-and-so... like i care. When i was discussing abt our so called "love life" with another friend.. she'd happily cut in with anything that comes accross her mind.. just to make the conversation turn to her... when in fact, whatever that she said had nothing to do with what my other fren and i were discussing abt! Like i appreciate her none-of-my-business stories! Duh! And if he cant be happy for me in my realtionship with dan.. whatever it is that's going on between us... she might just as well shut up (coz i never actually talked abt my days with dan to her in the 1st place). Dont have to make faces or vile comments abt it. Its not like i care what she thinks..

Okay.. enuff abt her... then... another story... Have you ever come across someone who just cant seem to tell what's private and what's not? I mean.. how'd you feel if someone lurks behind your back when u're having a private chat with someone on the net... or someone just came by at your table looking at what you're actually doing. I just cant stand these people. I mean.. its not that its sooo difficult to understand another person's private territory. It doesnt take any special seminars or courses to know all those stuffs... it just need a mere common sense for Gods sakes. Then why is it that some people just fail to understand??

Enough abt irritating habbits of certain people. Dan was back from the jungles yesterday. I call him at 2300 yesterday nite.. was kinda worried coz he said that he'd call me when he got out.. so i thot it'd be as soon as he got out. But he actually wanted to call me at midnite.. so he called me back, and we chatted for like 45 minutes... all the way frm camerons! That's gonna cost him quite some cash! I cant wait to go back to kl... wanna go shopping for some fabric with my mom... and of course.. i'd wanna spend some time with dan.. ;)

Need to go away from irritating persons! If not, i'd wrinkle faster with this frown i wear on my face whenever they're present!